Its been SIX MONTHS! i reached the six months mark of soberity! i cant begin to describe the feeling i feel inside. I have so much peace. More peace than i have ever had in my life. I am just so grateful for all the things that God [my higher power] has given me. He showing me the my life is worth being alive for. that no matter what hardship comes in life, it not worth picking up that drink. That you will get through it all. [if you use the tools given to you.]
So Far i am enjoying sober life sooo much better than not. I am building a strong 2nd family base of friends through the program. I am starting to let go of things that i have held on to for twenty six years!! i am able to see that what happens, that is NOT my fault, yes there will be pain if it is broken, but its wasnt my fault and it not worth drinking over. I am taking it day by day, and enjoying it as it is now.
i am able to open up more. to express my emotions in a healthy way. if you are struggling with achol or whatever it is, just know that there is a better life than that. that you CAN get your life back. if you are WILLING. you have to be WILLING to do it. i can PROMISE you that sober life is better the drunking life.
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