Ya, so i been trying REAL hard to NOT write about petty little stuff like my EX best friend.. but sometimes i just need to vent, and with knowing not many people read it.. i can do it here.
I Just need to move on. to let it go, but its really hard considering we were like best friend [supposely] and i stop drinking and all of a sudden i am not cool enough to hang out with anymore.... For the last three years.. She was never into drinking, and than i become sober and its like oh wait... now i am going to become a heavy drinker.. cause now i am hanging out with a different person who drinks and partys.. and than turn around and dare to call me boring.. thanks.. [ya scarasm right there. ] it was extremely hurtful. it was during a time when i needed her friendship the most, but of course she wasnt anywhere to be found. is that even consider a friendship? i mean really? and than to blow me off TWO weeks before my birthday.. when we had plans all along? it just sucks. i know i am better of without her, but do you know the feeling of being dumped because you arent a partyer anymore feels like? it sucks. it makes me question our friendship the whole time.
Am i that bad of a person? i mean really? am i that boring?? ya i am just having one of those night. those sucky nights. kinda down. kinda just blah.. kinda lonely...
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