changes

"I am going through changes, i dont know what i am going through but i just keep on going through changes....." ~eminem

That is a line from the song "changes" by eminem. and MAN do i know what that is like right now. you know i think i have it all set. and than bame i feel like i am at step one again. Its hard. its hard to look in the mirror and see this person that for so many years, i hated. Now i have to look in the mirror and try and find something that i like about myself. and sometimes its just not there. but thats a big change right now.. me finding me, and LIKING myself.

T his bloggging thing i am allowing so much of myself than i planned on it. but i need somewhere where i can just vent you know. i need somewhere where sometime i can just let it all out.