there is only ONE {{Love}}

When I Said I Do

These times are troubled and these times are good

And they're always gonna be

They rise and they fall

We take 'em all the way that we should
Together you and me
Forsaking them all

Deep in the night and by the light of day

It always looks the same

True love always does

And here by your side, or a million miles away

Nothin's ever gonna change the

way that I feel

The way it is Is the way that it was

When I said I do
I meant that I will 'til the
 end of all time
Be faithful and true
Devoted to you
That's what I had in mind
When I said I do

Well this old world keeps changin',

 and the world stays the same

For all who came before

And it goes hand and handOnly you and I can undo all that

we becameThat makes us so much more

Than a woman and a man

And after everything that comes and goes around

Has only passed us by

Here alone in our dreamsI know there's a lonely heart

In every lost and found
But forever you and I will be the ones Who found out what
 forever means

When I said I do

I meant that I will

'til the end of all time

Be faithful and true

Devoted to you

That's what I had in mind

When I said I do

Truer than true
You know that
I'll always be there
For you..That's what I had in mind...

That's what I had in mind...

When I said

I do

{{This song is our wedding song, and everytime i listen to it, i think man it fits us oh soo well. he my everything. }}


    So, I have been thinking about my marriage alot in the last few days, and i really came to the conclusions that if there is love, You can conquer anything. if you truely and madly are in love, and with the grace of God-you can conquer anything. Every marriage, ever relationship- they go through some trouble spots, but if you want that relationship. or you want that marriage- you fight like hell for it. you work at it everyday... Even in the hardest times, when you feel like you can push through anymore, thats when you have to push 1001 times harder.  thats when you know if it real love, or just if its not.

Benjamin James Kraemer, well he my whole world. and i will fight for our marriage and beyond if i have to. i am someone who takes my vows very seriously... people came to me and ask me if this is what i wanted. i wanted it than, and more than before, i want it NOW. when i said i do, it was forever and always, it was for better or for WORSE. it was for sickness and in health. until DEATH do us part. He is my love, my soulmate and my BEST FRIEND. and without him i just dont know if i can live. God works in mysystious ways, and i KNOW i put my faith in him, he will bring us through,any kind of pain. any kind of trouble times.

Ben,

i know you read my blog. I just wanted to tell you from the bottom of my heart I LOVE YOU! always and forever baby! You are my entire world. i cant begin to imange my life with out by my side. Waking up each day and not seeing your face. or your kisses before you go to work or at night time before bed. i hope you know that. i hope you know that the love i have for you is more than anything i have EVER felt. you are my prince to my fairy tale. you came and you saved me when i needed you the most. you stuck my me through ALL of my up and downs... just know that i am and ALWAYS will be there for YOU!!! baby, i said it before and ill say it again, its us against the world. and again, I LOVE YOU AWAYS AND FOREVER, FOREVER AND ALWAYS.. however way you put it, it still means the same.